Why does everything have to be philosopichal with you?

  Hello, Welcome to my series of writing that I dedicate to my mother, my family, and friends. Here I will write whatever comes into mind in an attempt to pierce the veil of writer's block that seems to plaque most people that enjoy thinking about things but have a hard time putting it down …

Dear God

Dear God, What is in store for me? Why have I come this far and what is your plan. I don't understand what it is you feel I can do for you or others. It feels like I'm floating again. But the winds are not kinder. They spin violently, taking me along for a journey …

Before I go

My father used to catch moths with his bare hands. I think he used to use them for a research experiment back when he was a student, but he always told me that they were something to not be afraid of. He told me about their scales and how he used to be so scared …

The promises I keep

I'm sure of this. I know it. I'm sure that this part of life is just a low and that a high will come again and hopefully stay that way. I have to learn how to take the lows to really appreciate and sow the seeds of appreciation for the future. Another thing I am …

4:21 AM

When my children ask me I will have to tell them I don't think I will be a man of peace for I jump at a chance to fight   When my children ask me they will have to know that I have always known I will be poor because I was never really good …

You’re moving on

I see you have a new person in your life. I was hurt. I think I cried for three straight days. I still cry, but I only do it when I think about it. I haven't really had eyes for anyone. I kept looking at whatever I could but I stopped now. I'm on my …

Out of nowhere

I be getting sad sometimes. Out of nowhere. I start tearing and my mouth frowns. When I don't let the tears fall from my eyes, my vision blurs and my nose starts to cry. I know it's tears cause they are salty. But then again... boogers are salty, too. I just want to stop being …

Why do you come here?

Why do you come here to look at things that will hurt you? Why do you do that to yourself? To know that you are no where in thier heart? To be left behind and never picked up again Why must you hurt yourself? When no one wishes you any harm just growth just happiness. …

For your eyes only

Dear love of mine, It is clear that you are not reading these letters. They have gone on to be sounds that will never reach your ear. These words and letters will never reach your eyes and there is nothing I can do about that. I've set seeds everywhere to show you that I've planted …

Look for it

I feel like some part of me is missing. I look for it while I'm drunk High Depressed Or waking up from a dream. I'll be feeling pain just to make sure you're still around From thinking of you with other men To replaying my mistakes I be holding on. My hands seems to dedicate …

Ignore the sound of love

I felt you in every star. Started seeing you in every sunrise and sunset. Began listening to slower songs of love and the obsessed How sad is this progress Slow and never unyielding To brake ones habits To find ways of learning something old all over again. To not see your smile in the stars …